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Deformed To Culmination

by VitaPhobia

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1.
Onward! On this path of desolation Arise! Atop this pile of scum Through this path, adorned with scars, Traced with blood, Covered by wounds, I set foot, To reach, Beyond, This form, To ascend, beyond this lie, Every hope, Drained, The abyss, Beckons, To descent, Into nothingness I belonged to darkness, harboring a desire for the grotesque, Beckoning the hideous, crave the impure. May the stench of your rot, redeem my soul May the reek of your presence, crumble my flesh May the sight of your abominations, muddle my thought May the uttering of your name, tremble my heart May the impurity of your essence, purify my blood May the touch of your embrace, deform my existence Crawling along the edge of the abyss, Craving for the stench of rot, Clawing to reach the core of truth, Where every dream shatters As darkness swallows me, As my knees bend, Resistance ceases With every dream crushed, With every hope twisted into despair, With every desire destroyed, The abyss becomes alluring At the end of this path, At the edge of the abyss, Staring at it's utter darkness, hoping it stares back, To ascend, beyond this life, To shine with, The darkness of Death, To descent, Into the abyss, To be one, with Nothingness
2.
The Descent 07:14
Between the damned, The kings of retreat, Amongst the condemned, The prophets of despair, The preachers of decline, The lords of collapse, No pattern to follow, No comfort to find Through the fields of withered pillars, In the gutters of confusion, I drag myself through scorched ground As it burns my flesh, As it burns my bones, As it burns my soul, I finally reach the gates Now begins, My descent, Now begins, The age of the plague, The destruction of hope I shall deform, The core of life, I shall destroy, The chains of soul, I shall burn, With blinding darkness
3.
Repentance 05:46
Burn me, Consume me, Tear me, Drown me O! mighty hatred, O! burning despise O! merciless rage, O! devouring demise Purify me, Burn away, The filth, The light Drag me back to darkness, Crawl away from light, Into the shadows, Bless me with your might, Burn me, Drown me Rip me, Piece by piece, Tear me, Limb by limb, Plant your tree, It's roots feed of me Consume the light, Bear your fruit, Take life, Twist it into Death, This is my repent, This is my prayer, Take me back, To your embrace, O! mighty darkness, Shine your light on my flesh Take me , Tear my flesh, Consume me, Rip my mind, Inject me, With your venom, Bury me, In your soil Be my undertaker, Be my Dirge, Put me in my casket, Sealed with your name
4.
The moon, Red as blood, Alone, In utter emptiness, Calling, Whispering, Beckoning, My flesh Draining, Absorbing, Consuming, My blood As it's rays, Claw through my skin, It boils my blood, It melts my flesh My veins freeze, My heart stops Each breath, Stolen from my grasp, I suffocate, The more I gasp The moon, Red as blood, Alone, in utmost darkness, Crushing, Grinding, Crumbling, My bones, Tearing, Shredding, Deforming, My soul
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Summoning 05:28
6.
Part A: "Deformation" Since I set foot in this journey, Every breath was agony, But now I have witnessed the end, Now I have tasted my salvation Twist, Deform, Contort, Reshape Rip this prison of flesh, Bless me with your darkness, Tear this prison of soul, Curse me with your hatred Clawing my way out of the light, Crawling beyond this life, Step by step, Towards culmination, One more step to my salvation Twisted, Deformed, Contorted, Reshaped Torn out of this prison of flesh, Blessed with your darkness, Torn out of this prison of soul, Cursed with your hatred Part B: "Culmination" I can feel my body deforming, I can sense my soul tear open, Left to bleed, Left to rot, As my transformation is complete Now I have become, The destroyer of hope, Now I have become, The king of despair The ultimate plague, The bringer of hate, Spread the darkness, Consume the light Now I am one with Death, One with the eternal darkness, To deform, To contort, To twist, To disintegrate, To destroy, This rotten, Cesspool of flesh

about

Deformed To Culmination is a very personal record for me.
For more than a year I saw myself drifting further and further away from Darkness and drawn towards the hallow pleasures of life, it continued to a point that I could no longer compose.

So I decided to start making this album as a sort of repentence to Darkness so it takes me back.
It speaks of my journey through the numerous obstacles of life until I rid myself of all of them and became complete.

CDR limited to 66 copies:
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Tape limited to 66 copies:
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released October 1, 2018

All the artwork done by Bardia Haddad (Dej Khim)

All the instruments, vocals, lyrics, songwriting and composition by Bardia Haddad (Dej Khim)

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VitaPhobia Mashhad, Iran

A one man Black Metal project by
Dej Khim
(Bardia Haddad), founded in the winter of 2014.

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